a m a n d a

i realize that it has been well over a month since my last post.
but truthfully..honestly... i have been quite busy..working and whatnot. so , if i may, ill catch you up on my life.

ive been working at the home care office for the past 6 weeks filling in for Lisa whos taken a leave for a few.... its been awesome. great pay, 2 days a week. i thought i would stop workign this week but they want me next week , and then 3 weeks after that too. so its pretty nice. i wish i could get on there for a while, but im not sure if i see that happening or not. but its so much nicer than queens furniture. i was ready to quite on saturday, no word of a lie. i really dont know how people think they can treat you like shit when you are doing everything possible to meet their needs. oh yeah, i forgot. the customer is always right.....always right, psssh. you had two fucking options. wait until monday for your goddamn paint, or drive the 20 minutes to bridgewater and get it your-fucking-self. and then telling me that i have no clue what im doing or what im talking about because i accidentily mixed your paint a shade and a half darker , just boggles my mind. then the boss giving me the lamest/dumbest talk ever. NO! there is not always something to clean.... i can only dust/vaccum/sweep so much! and if you think its going to take me 8 hours to do that, then you are sadly mistaken. oh my. i can't wait to be done with that place. for sure. and by saying im getting distracted from my work by having my mom and tyler visit me once in a while...WHAT WORK!!! I DO NOTHING ALL DAY. FUCK...but there is my rant for the day.

so yesterday after work , tyler and i went out to his house for the night while his parents are in florida. had a vurrrrry good time. 6 loads of laundry, a bag of nachos, i now pronounce you chuck and larry and all the kitty moaning you could handle. it was nice just to have some time alone and do ... nothing :) went to shelburne as well.... wow.... amazing.....(sarcasim there..). but it was the first time ive been there. came home last night at 9:30, watched bb, then put away all the clothes. so many clothes....fuck. then went to bed.

no work until friday, which is nice. possibly going for a drive tonight? hmmm... grocery shopping for sure though.

but anyway, thats about it. i know my life isnt at all exciting but i sure did need to rant a bit :)

much love xo amanda

you would think that a community called "nonuglyfats" would be a place where people with real bodies, real curves...could go and support each other.

well, this turns out to be compltley wrong, as all this community is is a palace of pathetic, insecure people who thrive on judging other people who look EXACTLY THE SAME AS THEY DO. i dont know. maybe im over-reacting, but comments they made to you tiffany bothered me. how can you judge someone and tell them you dont like their photo because "your stance in the 3rd photo bothers me" or "whatever you're doing to your eyebrows, stop!". oh my. some people.

but anyway, today im at the parents, babysitting my little buddy boy :). i just love spending the day with him. and now i can get a chance to watch some movies here that ive been wanting so see. so it shall be a good day.

nothing exciting to write about today i suppose, so ill just leave it at that.

*cheers* xo

my oh my. i really hope that i get that job i applied for. i kind of get a bit lonley when im home 4 days out of the week here by myself. but i suppose ill get use to it. 
i do have some housework to do, but i dunno. i just did it yesterday , and already it looks the same as it did before i cleaned. how you ask? i have no clue. the sink is full of dishes again, after it took me an hour to do them yesterday... ugg... need to clean the bathroom for sure today though.
so, i may watch a movie, then clean and then make supper. pizza it is. nothing special. 

ahh! i was checking out the (( vaginapagina )) community, at the request of my best boo Tiffany. And believe it or not, i actually found some usefull tips on there . won't say exactly what, but they interested me. i have some questions i want to post , but i dont know. kind of embarassing.

not sure what time tyler works/gets off today. *sigh*. not a fan of when he works late :(. *nasty ol' hickey* yuck...the size of a dime my ass!
we didnt go to bed until 3 last night... pretty sure i was kind of tired today.

well , nothing super exciting going on this weekend, i dont think. it may arise then, but as of now, no. nothing. 
i can't wait until ashley comes home for her birthday :D. she can finally go out. this shall be lovley! although , its kind of bad that chris cant come out as well. oh well. in time.

well i suppose i should get my ass into gear, and clean. or watch a movie then clean....hmmm...that sounds like a total possability.

*cheers* xo

So, here i go again with attempting to keep people up to date with my ever so busy life. I just though "hey, i should start this again, seeing as i do nothing all day long."

I won't write a hell of a lot today, seeing as i have things to do. Just thought id get it started and will write more tomorrow.